Monday, August 29, 2005

finally went to visit the doctor today.
jojo accompanied me dere.waited darn long and finally we met doctor saira.
we went in,sat down on e chair and she started asking mi questions.

Dr Saira : so what's the problem? (whispered)
Lek : *didn't hear her*
Dr Saira : So what is the problem?
Jojo : *gave a loud burp*
Lek : *stared at jo* pardon?
Dr Saira : (irritated) SO WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM!?
Lek : (stunned) er..cough?

anyway..dat doctor Saira was so attidue la.she dont even give mi any sweets la.
eek-i dun like her!..
i better get well by friday if not i need to go back again.NO WAY!

went to big bookshop after lunch.shopped around and bought highlighters.got to prove to jojo i have eveything i need in my pencil case.
uh huh`n i tink i still need a staple.ahaha! =D

so anyway..today i helped jojo solve the biggest mystery in her 18 years of life.
keke`hey!you go to know what is best for you from this very day onwards.
Everlasting Love NEVER exists.
and can you dont be so stupid anot?i beg you la..

Saturday, August 27, 2005

truth really brings freedom.
i felt so much better after telling you everything.
i still love you. =)

day was great yesterdae.have so much fun.
peiyi re-took her 2.4km run.im darn proud her,cos she did it.
anyway.left for town aft dat.met up with ben n he passed mi my present.
so darn funny pls.we passed e present within seconds.
peiyi didnt even saw it.u shd c e way she reacted when she realised i took e present.

so anyway.aft dat we went to meet grace n lynn at jp.
did some serious talking.
walked ard n went home.jo was nice enuff to calll mi n acc mi on my way home.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

i'm going strong.
irritates mi and you'll get slapped. =D

long day in school today.cant really walk.it hurts when im climbing up e stairs.
so anyway.dun really bother abt it.

lpp went realy cranky aft school.it was really funny.i bet yongxiang wont dare to walk with us anymore.ahaha!

hey.i enjoyed chinese lesson todae!its really fun to come out with stupid ideas.
i love e names i gave to both my grps.i tink its funny.so anyway,chinese is fun todae.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

sometimes when you tink your life is goin fine,everything is so perfect.dere's always someone outdere who will end your happiness n turn your whole life upside-down.

i simply hate dat feeling please.is jus like falling off from e top of e world.wat worst is dat u manage to survive.

i can always put on a smile laughing over e same matter agn n agn.bud does anyone really knows how i felt right inside deep down my heart!!?
is not my choice to be dis way.in fact im not even given a choice to be lidat.
im always envious of those around mi.every single one of them.

people might say:"heys!but it makes you special tis way!!"

Watever alright~..im sick n tired of such thinking.
i have always been telling myself dat..bud as i grow older,i realise things jus get worst.
people will jus make fun of you n is fucking irritating.try placing ourself into my shoe..tell mi if u like dat feeling.i've got to admit im really sensative.
i simply dun understand is dere a need for you to keep making fun of it?..once not enuff?!okie nvm..i shall not take this too hard.
i shall be really nice n forgiving.

so other than dat,todae is quite a good dae.
hab training,did alot of running.4 rounds ard school,10 rounds on track.
sun so glaring n hot.almost fainted when i came back la.and never run when you're having cough.u cant breathe very well.
have cca photo taking.nothing much abt dat.

watever happened is definately gonna change mi alittle.i'll learn.

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNIVERS LPP!
we are goin on.gotta compromise more alright!

anyway,my beloved lpp didnt come to school todae.
she aint feeling well.darlin pls take care of ur health.
was so worried for her n gave her quite a number of missed calls.
so finally her brother replied us.eased our heart alittle.

lessons without lpp is darn boring.
sally dun really entertain me much.lmao
esp during gp,i toked to adam n nasser..dey helped mi to kill my boredem la.
so we were crapping n nasser began to sing.was trying hard to figure out wat he was singing bud i couldnt.
so i stared at him with a strange expression on my face n asked wat he was singing.
to my horror,he claims dat he learnt e skill from mi.-"fill in e lyrics to ur liking skill"

so anyway.adam n i was peeping at dis couple in S6.dats like so evil of us can..we intruded their privacy.uh huh`
so tis taught us no hanky pranky in school,esp not to stand near windows when in classroom.ehehe!ZZz

was in bus with tania on our way to boonlay.was msging andrew..tania was so excited la.tania n i gonna give him oranges tml.no idea why bud we gonna do it! =D
i'll make sure he stays in e toilet n not leave it.gee-

Monday, August 22, 2005

whoever told mi he maid is scary,please go bang ur head hard on the wall right now.
is darn boring la.i can plot a better storyline alright!..
wasted money on such movie.
damn not worth it la.so anyway,was eating and laughing throughtout e movie.
hoho!ah min screamed la.like how scary can it be.it jus make mi laugh..i still think lynn's encounted more frightenning..

so anyway..went to lot1 with jo;lpp first while e gals waited for lynn.
we went to get the tickets first,walked ard cck.
oh~i found my all tym favourite song in jo's mp3.i practically jumped up n woke her up frm her slp jus to confirm e title of e song..

"You Get To My Heart"

When I need someone to believe in
I turn to you
And you never ever let me down
You always come through
And I just wanna thank you for
The way you make me make feel, heyyy

Baby you get to my heart
The deepest part
Girl I wanna be where ever you are
Only you know
Right where to go
Something that I never had
Is taking control, it's your love
From the start
You get to my heart

If in time
You don't know where to run to
Just come to me
I'll be here for you with all my heart
Be all that you need
Cuz someone like you is
One in a milion, it's true, heyyy
Baby you get to my heart
The deepest part
Girl I wanna be where ever you are
Only you know
Right where to go
Something that I never had
Taking control is your love
From the start
You get to my heart
Can't believe how long I've waited
Without you in my life
All I've ever wanted
I can see in your eyes

Baby you get to my heart
The deepest part
Girl I'm gonna be where ever you are
Only you knowRight where to go
Something that I never had
Is taking control
It's your love
From the start
You get to my heart

Yeah, you get to my heart


[Rekerb-]

Sunday, August 21, 2005

didnt went for service yesterdae.debby was so funny.she insisted all e sisters to wear white n e brothers in red.i came to a conclusion dat debby was still in national dae mode.

so anyway..went to meet grace,lynn,peiyi,min n jacky.edmund was dere too.
den we took bus 193 frm boonlay to arena country club for pool.
6 person played at one table.n we practically took 1 hr for a game la.
grace got worried of some personal issues n teared.
poor girl.my heart melted when i c u cry la.

anyway,like wat i've shared.dun worry so much alright.we have got to break through.parents are e same.dey care n love us,some tyms we human jus cant contain our emotions.we have got to put ourself in their shoes n think from their point of view..talked to them nicely,they will understand.
when u need someone to talk to,i'll be dere. =D

after countless games of pool,we went to jurongpoint coffeebean.
lynn's encounter with e spirits freaked mi out.i dun dare to go home la.
so being very nice,peiyi accompanied mi to clementi n watched mi took cab home.
lynn called mi when iwas in e lift.wah!damn touched la.so blessed to have such frens around.


so todae.went for 9am service with candy.
den rushed down to sister sher's house for cell grp meeting.
she shared her very personal story to us which touched many hearts.
"we got to love e unloveable ones" dats e msg.
if you're one of my close fren,i bet you'll noe wat God's trying to tell mi.


tomorrow will be goin to school quite early to accompany peiyi.
grace n i got to jump too.aint sure abt e after school programme.bud i tink im meeting ben to collect my birthdae present.ehehe!!

Friday, August 19, 2005

took cab to school twice dis week.bus 173 is getting on my nerve..
in school jus before PE,heard dat marlina dislocated her kneecap while changing.
no idea how it happened,wasnt dere in e toilet.
anyway,heard dat she's alright now.dats good enough..

have 2.4km napfa during pe.
was hoping to come back within 13 mins.bud am still happy with my timing.
peiyi n jojo wasnt at their top form.

peiyi its aint ur fault alright.take good care of urself,have plenty of rest n recover ur health.
im sure u can do it.dun blame urself anymore kkies.its jus napfa! =D

hoho!i'm peiyi's hero!i toked to e teachers n finally he agreed to let her retake.
woots!was so happy for her la.*jumps*


went to meet him after school at ps.
watched a movie,walked around n talked.

6 hours is enough.been waiting for so many years and my dream finally came true.
how i wished time could stop at dat very moment.
bud dat's impossible la.gees-

anywae-a smile from u is enough.im contented with it.
im in paradise.cos i haven lost count of e smiles u gave mi..
woots!so blessed.E very best present i received!thanks

Monday, August 15, 2005

thanks to those hu gave me birthdae greetings.
in total more that 50 ppl wished mi happy birthdae!
damn happy abt it.dey're really nice to remember my birth date.

i recieved my very first present from joanna in e morning.
met her at her lift area n she passed mi e present.
its a roxy skirt.she shared it with weiliang.its rather beautiful n i like it!

on my way to meet yongxiang at e usual bus-stop,collin gave mi a pleasant surprise.
he waited for mi under my block since 6.30am jus to gave mi 12 roses.
dats like so damn sweet la.really touched.moreover he stayed so far away from my area, he scarifice so much jus to make my dae..im really blessed.thanks dadee.

den met yongxiang..woots!two guys sendin mi to school la.really feel like a princess la.
den met huian.she's so funny.she told mi she cant give me e present cos she haven wrap it.
hahaha.yar,so im collecting from her tomolo!! =D

reached school,sally gave mi presnt.is a teddy bear.so cute pls!i like it too..grace gave mi 2 pairs of ear rings.
wow!im really blessed.i dun even have place to put my stuffs in class.got to put at e empty table next to sally..

school's so boring.bud im rather hyper cos its my bdae.cant wait for tym to pass during lessons!
after school met out with jasper outside school.he gave mi a rose.nicely presented n of cos i like it la..im glad dat he is able to interact with my gals.dats really good.i like to c my fren mixing around which each other.e more e merrier!! =D

we went to 'galilee and friends' at cine n have our lunch.
lunch was good.thuo food dun taste very good bud its edible n darn filling.
peiyi n grace gave mi e second surprise of e dae.dey went to get cakes.
so darn sweet of them..i cant describe e happiness i have in mi.is like,life's so troubleless n i've got wat i wanted.life's great!!

went to take neoprints as a grp.so damn tiring pls..
den jo,tania,grace n min went off..
we walked from heeren to fareast n met up with jacky.
chatted alittle den we went bac home.
crapped on e bus ride with jasper n peiyi.we were complaining dat e 2 old uncles took up 3 person seats.n it jus goes on n on.lmao

reached clementi n jasper sent mi home.ahaha!we walked from clementi central bac to my place.
wootts!we played with a cat.is darn cute pls..it looks at u n goes meow.
when we were abt to leave,it jus kept running n looking at us..
sighs.i bet he must be very lonely.

bud anyway.really im blessed.i love all my frens n will cherish all of them.

love aint a issue to be mess abt.dun never say words dat u never meant it.
i dun really wan to get involve with e problem between u guys.bud its really pissing everyone off.hey..stop being so self-centered.dun jus afraid dat u'll get hurt.cos ur words r hurting us..
u got to face reality.life is jus dat way.u cant lie ur way through it.cos u'll nv find happiness.
comparison onli demoralise us.so y bother comparing.live a life of r own..a life dat u're proud leading of.


*e lost feelings r coming bac.how i wish u would stay dis tym.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

suppose to go out later for some birthdae celebration.
last night was playin n enjoyin myself too much in church n came home late.
mom aint too happy abt it thus scolded mi.
such mean words she said out of anger hurted mi deep.bud i jus cant blame her.
i cried.i prayed for forgiveness.
was so tired dat i dozed off..

frens are askin if im celebratin todae.i wan to join.bud im afraid of consquences.
sorry dada.yichao cant acc u both to church.my mom refused to let out mi.
sorry bz,lilin,ong,jc..i thank u guys for e effort.im missing u ppl badly..sighs
sorry to those in crazy family..im dyin to watch e fireworks.i'll try to get out later..

life's so fragile.we got to cherish every single one.
cos u'll nv noe wat will happen the very next moment in our life.
sighs.i love my family.i jus wan them safe..

im glad that im able to tok to ben like b4 agn.
hope that he'll really think thru those words i have told him.

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

i dun understand y my nose is bleeding so often.
my parents r getting so worry over it.

sighs.maybe i shd jus get a bucket n let the blood drip in n give them for donation.
i tink by dat amount i can save quite afew ppl.

was suppose to go out todae.
bud dis morning my darn nose bleed agn.thus my mom ordered mi to stay home.
sighs.thuo i already got use to e bleeding.bud i still hate it.
my aunt jus complaint dat how pale my face is n asking mi to go for another round of blood test.

eek.i dun like taking blood test.
e last tym i went e nurses were so violent.
i wont mind if dere's handsome or cute looking doctors.bud no!!its old pekpek!!
oh tian.i dun wanna go blood test la.i dun have enuff blood pls!!


okie.headache.
shall stay home n watch fireworks on tv.
i miss e fireworks i watched last yr on my bdae with shane.
it was beautiful!i like it =D

alright.bye..

Monday, August 08, 2005

back blogging finally,been really lazy to even enter blogger.comhaha.life has been great.
its my lunar birthdae todae!! =Dbud my dae didn really goes well.
woke up at 5am in e morning..was really tired,bud have got no choice.cos my nose was bleeding.
as usual.being really tired n lazy i simply stuffed tissues into my nose to stop e bleeding.n bac to sleep i went.ahaha!!

den my alarm went off.got up n prepared for sch.mynose hasnt stop bleeding yet.so i tired all ways to stop it.so practically my nose bleeded non-stop frm 5am to 6.40am.
kns.dunno how much blood i've lost la!
met huian at clementi.n she told mi i look like zombie with e dark eyebags.
so encouraging of her la.reached school saw e gals n told them abt my damn nose.
den sch started.was making our kite.
its rather stupid to c pre-uni people getting so excited in making kites.
we have e national dae ceremony.due to too much bending down of head.e nose begins to bleed agn.bud no as bad dis time.
so we went to e field n try to fly e kite.
bud we ended up catching insects n making a fool our of ourselves.
have fun in e hall.its really great so c ppl dancing n singing along.enjoyed myself throughly!!

set off to imm.did shopping in giant..den went off to peiyi hse.
watched sin city.like wth la.
jojo dozed off please.den mi n jacky was abt to join her in dreamland too.
so we changed e dvd n watch gong fu hustle.e others r cooking in e kitchen.
i dozed off while watching e show.was really tired n giddy.
e food they cooked was edible.bud i wasnt paying much attention to wat i've ate.
ahahaa!!den aft luch we jus slack ard n watched mr n mrs smith.

collin slept really fast la.i tink he dozed off even b4 e start of e show.LMAO
i slept too.n i tink e others came to disturb us.

so evil of them.i'll get back to them when i recover.
alright.i'm getting giddy agn.off i shall go.


happy 40th birthdae singapore!! =D